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Manifest Blasphemy
09:00
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It came from the heavens to drag us to hell.
The lies flowed like blood from an open wrist.
Weighed down by a crucifix, our stigmata scars begin to itch.
A tattered ribbon floating on a dying breeze.
An eternity of discipline ,a strangling seethe.
The promise of salvation, the threat of damnation.
Eternal acts of contrition enslaving all in blame.
Centuries of blind submission are circling down a drain.
It’s all the same.
The stages of grief pummeled mercilessly,
a saga of infinite sorrow berated me,
As I reach upward while I drown in infinity
I always knew god fucking hated me.
Turn your back on the corruption of angels,
in shadows, in spite.
Turn your back on authoritarian deities
In the open, in the light.
An ever righteous fight.
Burn the wagons, burn the church.
Bankrupt this lineage for all it’s worth.
Return it to dirt.
The deepest trust has been broken. A new hatred has been learned.
The gravest truth is left unspoken. The tallest cathedrals wait to be burned.
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Intruder
07:17
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Agony, loss, harm.
Creeping in past the alarm.
So much horror. So much death.
On countless nights I have taken my last breath.
Intruder!
The deepest caverns of my mind unwind.
Through shattered mirrors i see myself from behind.
Cut from a blade from my own sheath.
The enemy lies beneath.
Bound by trauma,
A somber figure of disdain,
a black diamond that shines in the night.
Wake in fright, living in vein.
Intruder!
Thoughts from within,
breaking the skin.
My body can no longer carry this weight.
Nightmares begin,
who let you in?
My mind can no longer endure this pain.
Intruder!
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Darkness Of Never
05:11
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Falling forever, infinite night.
Lost in the blackness, drowned by the light.
Sink into nothing.
The darkness crashes in unsettling rhythms.
I erode like volcanic ash. Only ash remains.
Slow suffocation, flesh into stone.
Fossilization, a black heart into bone.
Darkness engulfs even the boundaries of the insignificant infinite.
There is no black like the darkness of never.
Like drowning forever.
The black fades to colors unknown.
This void that stares back is my own.
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4. |
Suffering Silence
02:22
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A constant battle against my own demons,
my own mind, my own feelings.
At war with myself, my mental health,
my very being.
Withdraw, Shut down. Suffer in silence.
Soft spoken. Nearly broken.
Suffocation of thought.
Dead inside. Still choking.
Asphyxiation of my mind.
Withdraw, Shut down. Suffer in silence.
An internal violence. I suffer in silence.
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Before The Dawn
05:16
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The planets align, the stars cast no shine.
I dwell in the darkness, till vengeance is mine.
I shall return, lest I burn, before the dawn.
Mangled by the events that unfolded before our tender shells,
we seek shelter, for the great eye shall return the morrow…
It always does.
I shall return, lest I burn, before the dawn.
A magnificent suffocation of light
submerged in a never-ending reach for a return embrace.
I fear the light calling so the darkness I must face.
I shall return, lest I burn, before the dawn.
Clandestine figures, in numbers run strong.
In the shroud of night they cast flames to leviathan
and soon they’ll be gone…
Before the dawn.
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Grief
10:41
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All day, processing grief.
Fall unconscious, wake and repeat
In slumber, I’m haunted in dreams.
A cycle of nightmares, amount to defeat.
Calm, stoic, silent,
stumbling upon remains of an ancient violence.
Farther than distance, deeper than flesh.
The rain remains a weight on my chest.
Internal darkness engulfs external light.
Graveyards of grief, eternal night.
These moments we lost in time,
a breath falling in silence,
in a winters’ rain, in memory.
We will stand in stone and rust.
We will return to halls of broken trust.
We will have been dust.
We shall meet where our souls belong.
We shall meet where the roots are strong
In the heart of the wood, where death is reborn.
None more shall mourn.
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Lone wolf black metal project. Exploring the deepest, darkest reaches of my tormented mind.
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